1/30/2007
noone but me from URL @ 9:44 PM
let me just say,
TOMORROW IS A SPECIAL DAY AND IT WILL BE ABSOLUTELY AWESOME! :D
im updating on a wednesday cos i didnt come online during the weekend.
anyway, highlights!
okay abt, last week i cant really remember already.
sun! i had my confirmation.
okay, i guess we were all initially excited about the clothes, but as we were walking into the church then we were like " ehh, we're getting confirmed"
" omg, aft 10 yrs this is it!"
and all. and when it was my turn the archbishop said
"adriel, i annoint you with the gift of the holy sprit"
"Amen."
"Peace be with you"
"And also with you".
seriously, i think i was in awe.
haha, so yeap, confirmation! (:
oh, and i was wearing contacts.
then the whole traumatic incident took place.
at around 11+ i reached home, (&it was my FIRST time wearing contacts too). so i fished out my right eye's contacts, but the one in my left eye refused to come out. so i sought my mom's help. & she couldn't get it out too. so we were fiddling and fiddling till like late 12+! i was damn annoyed cos next day was chem spa & i didnt wna pon it. but my mom was insistent, she decided to bring me to the A&E to get it removed. i was SUPER ANNOYED & SLEEPY by then. but yah, i live within jogging range to CGH. so we cabbed.
reached there at 1+ and waiteedddddd. then after further references, we finally saw the eye specialist at 2+. she put some 'numbing drops' into my eye, which hurt like hell. then she did the worst thing ever. you know cotton buds? it was like a super long one, with the cotton only at one end. and you know, when you just touch your eye you can feel a slight stinging sensation? well, she DUG THE FREAKING COTTON BUD INTO THE TOP PART OF MY LEFT EYE FROM RIGHT-LEFT-RIGHT. then, THE BOTTOM PART RIGHT-LEFT-RIGHT. i seriously almost died. it effing hurt like hell. my eyes were like all swollen by then, i could barely see. i was cursing that stupid lens.
and then comes the irony of it all.
"well, it seems like the contact lens has already dropped off"
i was like, " but i feel discomfort in my eye"
"well, its cos you scratched your cornea whilst trying to remove the contact lens that wasn't there"
LIKE WTH. wouldn't you have been mad?
the stupidd lens wasn't there, and i was scratching my cornea for no reason. omg.
& my mom; best ah. in the process of trying to remove the lens that wasn't there,
me: mom are you sure its there. i wna sleep.
mom: yah yah, you cannot sleep. it'll get worse.
me: what if its not there?
mom: it is! i can feel the plastic-y feeling.
OMG.
and on mon morning she woke me up with the ANNOYING contact lens in her hand.
she found it in the sink.
OMG. OMG. OMG.
talk about traumatizing; it was my first time.
Oh well.
so that was my sunday-monday.
chem pract spa was alr, but my ans are a bit off.
today mother nature said it'd be a good day. i guess it was alr?
i was passing the angel mortal thing during reading, but i really was reading. then mrs loy came in half way. so -
" sarahj what are you doing walking around?"
"huh, oh, i was passing the angel mortal thing (walking back to my seat). but i was reading!"
then the whole class laughed cos i was walking around and claimed to be reading.
i was seriously reading okay!
so i felt cheated, (HAHA) & said softly
" i was really reading..."
i didnt know mrs loy was behind, and she joke-whacked my head.
haha.
okay,
TOMORROW IS ALPHA 04's FOURTH BIRTHDAY! :D
im super excited, and tmr will confirm be an AWESOME DAY! (:
cos i wont be blogging tmr, thank you:
staff merdin, sgt shamida, sgt eeteng, sgt raihana, sgt shereen, sgt evon.
encik maziah, staff weili, sgt peiqi, sgt fathin, sgt abigail, ma'am khalis, sgt fathin.
encik huiting, staff rebekah, sgt dhilshad, sgt jolene, sgt huiyun, sgt revethi.
These significant people have shaped my life to make me who i am today.
ALPHA 04;
BRAVO 05;
CHARLIE 06;
DELTA 07.
These 20 have been & will always be my reason to smile :D
1/20/2007
noone but me from URL @ 4:45 PM
this week! long post, warning.
monday.
During SS/geog, Mrs Loy was very nice and funny!
I think i am going to like her as my form teacher (:
then we also had Chem, and this lesson was entertaining! it was double period, so we went to the lab to do anions.
so silly, i broke the stupiddd delivery tube, and after me sher and weihan broke test tubes. so mrchia asked for volunteers to ans and since noone did, he picked the people who broke his apparatus as a punishment for us.
lol; my thing was correct just that i didnt balance it. ohwell.
theeen, he did this weird thing since noone asked him quens. he gave us rough paper and asked us to close our eyes. he said, fold the paper, tear the top right hand corner, fold again, tear the top left hand corner etcetc.
then after that he asked us to open our eyes. His was like a paper with no corners and two circles in the centre. Almost everyone had the same look-a-like things except for lichu and i; both of us had ripped our paper to pieces =/
then he showed ours to the class, so silllyyyy.
and the moral of that exp, always ask questions cos diff people have diff interpretations. (HAHA)
okay, that was monday. there was the leadership course that, sucked.
oh and aft that some annoying things occured
tueday.
macbeth with mrs RW was horrible. seriously. okay and since i have no rights, i'll stop with that.
mrs loy was funny again during ss. and mrs ng was funny too during emaths (:
but then we had eng, and my mood just droppppped. i got my ahemm.
wednesday.
during emaths mrs serene ng said we're gna have a classtest. then our class didnt react (cos she alr told us before). then she was like " 4n had more reaction than you all". so me being random just clapped my hand and went wooohhh. then the whole class laughed. yeah, then mrs ng was funny! giri said i was a self appointed class spokesmen, and so mrs ng said i had to up my popularity, HAHA. then she did funny imitations of prisoners' photo taking. ehh, 4i should be grateful. i saved us from what would otherwise have been a boring lesson (: and she said our class was enthu too!
and mrs loy wore sth pretty! HAHA. and our class graciously told her that and she did those "kawaii" poses, haha.
yay for nice teachers! (: (oh ps, mrs ng was the one who brought mrs loy shopping for those nice clothes. why? cos of teachers' photo taking, haha)
then there was parade.
we had our first Delta bersurai, and boy did that rock :D
thursday.
pe was fun! haha, we played soccer. imagine a bunch of girls running around after balls that were just flying everywhere! and then we had our NC jogging. everytime i passed 4i i would go wooohhh! (: haha, i cant wait for the day to come when everyone's stamina has upped again and cheering drng 2.4 run will become a norm. "C130 rolling down the street; airborne rangers taking a trip :) SEl was alright, we did the decent undecent clothes thing. i cut out a woman wearing her undergarments for a jog and i wrote "jiggly jiggly" HAHA oops. okay im mean. its because of people like me that singaporeans are so critical and conservative.
friday.
i just knew it was gna be a bad day. sheesh, and maybe i sent out all those negative thoughts. my sore throat became a pain in the ass, my voice was like going up and down all the time. so yucks. then the next was lit. mr sng wasn't there, and muu was sick. but we carried on anyway. it went well, and im grateful to the class for their cooperation! (: haha, we finished on time too. theen, there was the eng debate that i was dreading. so i stood in front of the class and starting ermming my way through the whole thing with that aching sore throat of mine. mrs peh was just evil okay. she said " i don't care. you have to do the debate and be a good el rep" =/ haha, but we won in the end. it was fun la. lichu and azizah got best speakers (: then we had our emaths classtest. okay la, but i dont think i put in max efforts, i dont know why.
aft sch i went for chem pract make-up. lucky there was lydia, it'd have been dammmn akward if it was just mc and me; not that it wasn't. worse part of the pract, i was busily adding the solutions and i heard someone greeting the exspecs. i was in the first bench and mc right in front of me. i think my heard could've dropped out, i just stared on at the soln and continued adding. it happened twice =/ then at 3.20 i left and bumped into staff wanxin and sgt cynthia, talked to them till abt 3.40, and went to meet the rest.
okay ya, da da da happened and the day was over.
today.
i woke up at 11, read till 12. fixed lunch (eggs+ sausage) watched two weeks notice and how to lose a guy in ten days. then i read till ard 435pm, and came online. so here i am. i shall go offline and not come back till tmr.
there's emaths and ss common tests, and the chem quiz.
OH AND CHEM SPA PRAC IN WK 5, and PHY SPA PRAC IN WK6.
i wish someone'd shoot me.
suria adlin and part as gg for camp feast.
i hope the part as have fun but maintain their standard;
and outshine as well though its just camp feast.
first time they're meeting other nc kids.
i can imagine how funfunfun the camp'll be.
i hope suria and adlin dont do what i told them not to do.
(you'll hammer my heart to a million pieces, and when you get back, i 'll strangle you)
and, my confirmation's next sunday.
after ten yrs this is the moment;
after ten yrs would this be goodbye?
for you and me,
the sun will shine one day.
1/14/2007
noone but me from URL @ 11:20 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADDD! :D
this week was pretty alright; i think?
Both Monday and Tuesday i overslept and had to cab to school (which left me broke very early in the week).
Wednesday was good cos there finally was parade.
Thursday; i cant remember anything about it.
Friday was a blast. Well, i woke up late in the morning, so i ran down to take my uniform to iron; and when i came up i felt so uncomfortable that i vomitted, and there were some bloody stuffs in it.
My mom told me to rest at home, and i was more than willing cos i had barely studied my physics.
so i studied physics in bed, and then headed to school for the physics test.
i was a bit early and crashed the ending bit of lesson.
haha, mr goh said he was touched i came back for the physics test (:
i bet he wont be as touched when he sees my marks, hah.
and after the test, me nish suria kath sunm adlin nurin cheryl nat met for lunch.
then we headed to kovan to get fad her MOO presents, then went over to her house for the indoor bbq!
haha, we helped prepare and we had GREAT MANY laughs.
dian and sharifah were there. rupini and hazwani came over later.
so there were 12 of us (:
HAHA it was a ROCKING night.
we laughed and laughed like cuckoos, and ate till we were damn full.
okay yay, it was a nice night.
haha, and also our first official in-the-house-birthday-party.
i also used her computer and it was terrible. cos like all TWELVE of them swamped on me and we were fighting for control over the mouse; just to not let me see and admire wth.
in the end you know what, THERE WAS A BIG POOL OF SALIVA ON NURIN'S ARM.
SOMEONE HAD DROOLED ALL OVER HER! AHHAAHH. it was hilarious.
and the fights. ohmy. tsk, suria is the mastermind of it all.
and we have personalised 'OMGs', haha.
:D
oh and there was a mad scramble to finish all the hws last week. OLA im done (:
this week on i shall study.
hahaha, study study study.
(cheryl, this is how you sound)
when i'm with you,
these are the best days of my life.
1/06/2007
noone but me from URL @ 8:46 PM
From the 3-5th i attended the I am Gifted So Are You course.
It was from 8am- 9pm each day in the icy cold theatrette;
well, it got super cold in the evenings.
Anyway although we missed lessons and school, the course was totally worth it.
They made us laugh so hard that many of us had stomach aches, we teared and at the end of the three days,
adlin fadhilah nurin and myself are suffering from a sore throat, haha.
Humour is one of the aspects of memory, and that was why they made us laugh.
Not forgetting the night Gary made us cry as well.
Some cried till their ties and skirts were stained with tearmarks.
(we had our heads on the table, therefore the tears dripped down).
The study skills, memory work and all were good;
if i had more time i'd really have memoriesed all 50 states of USA, haha.
The parts on Life, families and general workings of the mind were impactful as well.
Many say they'll throw that mask of theirs away and work to their true self.
i applaud them, and hope everyone'll stay motivated for as long as possible.
All in all, the three days consisting of 40 hours of time invested in this course was worth it, i would say,
and i'd encourage people to attend it :D
Haha, not to mention it was 40 hours spent with some of the dear platoonmates of mine :))))
and i'd think we had a LOT of fun together, especially with all that squeezing on that bench.
--
Today we met up at Fad's house for a certain meeting again;
but i was late because in the morning my mom woke me up saying Monty was missing, and after running around searching, yelling his name and crying for ages, a neighbour came over and said that Monty was with her cos she saw him outside late last night and didn't wna leave him out =/
my poor poor Monty.
damn i felt so bad; its like pet abuse ):
Anyway we're gna go to Fad's house next sat again, but this time for her birthday bbq.
WOOHOO! i can't wait. i shall go early(this time im serious) and use her computer (:
her computer is special ((:
OH. and today Natalie cheated my feelings; big time.
bigbig time. GRAHH! NATALIEEEE.
that person had disgustingly skinny arms for goodness sake.
--
Anyway look! Week one was a success, i avoided the computer with ease (haha though it was probably cos i was tired after IAGSAY course.) I won't be coming online in week2 too (:
Gotta study you know. The Os are in late sept though there's still that confusion about first 3 months;
and today, Im going to finish my holiday homework.
i shall feel so very proud with myself, haha.
lessons are officially starting next week.
eng- mrs peh
emaths- mrs serene eng
amaths- mdm lum
tamil- mr omer
physics- mr goh
chem- mr chia
ss/geog- mrs loy
lit- mr sng, mrs rw, mrs foo.
i've heard from the rest that all of them are nice, so yay (:
mrs loy's my form teacher too; haha, she'll know that im SARAHj soon, not jesiskaj nor jessicaj.
and now im gone.
HAVE A NICE WEEK YOU ALL! :D
only in God's name
do i dare hope.
1/02/2007
noone but me from URL @ 11:31 PM
SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL!
I'm oddly excited for,
SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL :)
Anyway, i'm not sleeping yet because i took a nap from 3-5.30pm;
and i had an odd back-to-school nightmare.
Odd; and mind you it was a nightmare;
GRAHH.
And i wanted to post this here, as evidence- nyeh.
kathleen. Let's play pretence. says:
i will find someone to love you so there will be rumours about you. (too?HAHA)
kathleen. Let's play pretence. says:
HAHAHAHA
HAHAH. WHAT DOES THIS IMPLY.
you got to know Kathleen and her scandals to get the joke :D
that she already has someone who loves her? aaaaw.
im not mentioning names ah kathleen. be thankful.
GET IT GET IT? HAHA
Okay nevermind.
Just now when it rained, my windows were all WIDE OPEN,
and now my bed, certain books and things, and my SCHOOLBAG are wet.
dang, im using an ugly blue dirty reebok bag to sch tmr.
):
And now,
SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL.
my bed doth biddeth me.
goodnight.
(woah, a post when i didnt say goodmorning haha.)
noone but me from URL @ 12:25 AM
HAPPY NEW YEAR! +one day
new year was a blast!
mine was simple, a dad's side gathering at my aunty's house.
there was wine (OHMY; a lot of it), party poppers, those party streamers things,
and food!
counteddown, popped the things, hugged, kissed, drank, haha.
and then they played cards while i spectated.
and shitty mann, we emptied 5 bottles of red wine.
(HEAH. my dad had left)
i felt all hot and nice, so i decided to go to bed at around 4.
and i still dont think i was drunk.
nope. im a good kid :D
and when i was sleeping my cousin came aft the countdown grabbed my feet and tickled me.
apparantly i kicked him in a place i shouldn't have, but i was SLEEPING.
stupidd.
when i was younger, he used to grab me by my feet, tickletickle, then hold me in the air calling the garanggoney man, then he would semi-chokeslam me to the bed.
i was tortured, yah.
and another cousin once dropped me when i was a baby.
):
oh and my dad's side cousins are old.
18, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 35, 36 (the usual family gang)
then ladeeedaa, we sat around and talked on new yr.
then i went to the room, lied(?) down and started deleting all my saved messages.
OHMYGOODNESS.
after i deleted everything, for a moment i felt so lost.
haha.
but i got over it, duh.
then i went to my mom's side aunty's house.
caught up with my cousins. (they're my age grp, so we're closer)
and my cousin whos i think 2o sth lah,
offered to teach me the lifesaving course for swimming;
FOR FREE!
haha, he said lifeguards get paid ard $7.50 an hr,
and woman lifeguards are desperately needed.
he said places like shangri-la hotel esp, woahh.
HAHA.
(: i wna learn frm him, but not work as a lifeguard thank you.
but he said i have to swim 50m freestyle within a minute,
and be prepared for the torture he's gna put me through.
(he said he swam 100 laps a day for the course =/ )
i shall time myself and consider.
okay so there's my new year.
i havent really sat down and thought through this year yet.
im planning to do so tonight.
but i do know that this yr, im gna be much happier.
2006 has been a year that i'll appreciate for as long as i can.
personally i've gone through a lot and since i've pulled through well,
i'd say thank God.
issues with friends, family, and life all put behind.
i now know who are the people worth holding on to, and the people im gna hold on to.
and for these people, im gna go all out.
charlie, almost half of 3i, certain church friends and special individuals
i think i held on to the wrong friend for two yrs of my life.
and i hurt someone who was really my true friend.
silly mistakes; almost naive.
13, 14; you could say 15 isnt a big change,
but dang you're wrong.
i now realise the impact of words; promises.
cos without you all im gna be is incomplete
and if i've made a promise with you, please know that i mean it.
even the silly ones like we'll go wheel chairing together,
and the cliched ones of we're gna keep in touch forever.
cos you cant hold on to regrets, and you cant look back
(:
and if you wna make promises you cant keep with me,
GRAH. i'll shoot you with my M16 SAR21.
although i think my family is F.ed up, i think im okay with it alr.
im done moaning and groaning.
i think i've wasted one too many tears alr la.
as long as they dont do those guilt things.
dammit.
in fact, if given a choice my first instinct would be to say, for them to never get back tog.
oops? i dont think so.
i dont even know how they got married in the first place.
and this is frm a kid's point of view mind you.
i think now if they were in the same room, it'd be so awkward i'll probably start perspiring.
haha.
and, lets see what the parents decide to do with their futures.
i'll just stick with AARON JOSEPH. (i bet suria kathleen nurin natalie all happy i said my brother's name, HAHA)
i'll probably go where he goes la.
yay, im such a loving sister (: DUH.
as for my friends,
i know who im gna spend my last yr in cedar with.
DELTA 07 dearests, 4i, my church friends and certain individuals.
this year was certainly a blessing cos we grew so much closer within Charlie.
its funny cos i myself dont know how.
we've fought, but we've laughed,cried, showered, slept and done everyth together.
you name it, i bet you we'd have done it.
and you tell me what can break that kind of bond.
its special mann (:
and i can honestly say through thick and thin it was charlie06.
4i, its the start of our second year, but our first was magic!
all of us bonded in the weird class-y way almost effortlessly.
not many cliques, but just one big happy class.
haha, and they always entertain me esp drng lessons.
im so glad i was put in 3i.
and im blessed for that too.
my church friends. okay the longest hencefar.
NINE YEARS AHH.
we've been through quite a lot; okay really a lot.
it almost wore us thin rmbr =/
and i shall not comment here, but
you're half my life mann (:
okay, haha.
its almost 2.
im gna lie in my comfy bed, thinkthinkthink.
wake up late tmr, do my doc review, prepare for school, jog, watch one tree hill (! AH OMG!:)
and SLEEP EARLY! HOORAY!(:
and im still serious about the not coming online thing.
*nods.
AND OMG. i just discovered sth.
dammit, ya'll said at least i have that.
GRAHH.
BOOOHOOOOO ):
shits, im damn damn sad.
goodbye.
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